Starting weight : 158.2 lb
Ending weight : 164.4 lb
Change : 6.2 lb gained (average 1.5 lb gained per week)
This time last year : 168.6 lb
It really sucks that I'm almost even with where I was last year. I really don't want to see my weight this year be higher than it was a year ago. I hate that a lot of my clothes don't fit and I didn't have the foresight to bring my clothes from last summer, instead of buying new smaller ones. I've never really seen the numbers go up this fast except that one summer between 8th and 9th grades where I went up 30lb. I feel helpless and just want to be home so I can turn this around. I constantly feel uncomfortable and am always thinking about what others must be thinking of me. I know that these past few months have shown that I'm human. I know that when I started this blog, I was working really hard and losing almost every week and now I'm gaining beyond control. May is full of so many trips and celebrations, I just hope the numbers don't get too far out of control. At this point, there's no way I can take off the weight as fast as I've been putting it on.